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Monday, June 6, 2016

Thirukkural Chapter 133 - The Pleasures of Temporary Variance


Couplet 1321 
Although there be no fault in him, the sweetness of his love
Hath power in me a fretful jealousy to move
Explanation
Although my husband is free from defects, the way in which he embraces me is such as to make me feign dislike

Couplet 1322 
My 'anger feigned' gives but a little pain;
And when affection droops, it makes it bloom again
Explanation
His love will increase though it may (at first seem to) fade through the short-lived distress caused by (my) dislike

Couplet 1323 
Is there a bliss in any world more utterly divine,
Than 'coyness' gives, when hearts as earth and water join
Explanation
Is there a celestial land that can please like the feigned dislike of those whose union resembles that of earth and water?

Couplet 1324 
'Within the anger feigned' that close love's tie doth bind,
A weapon lurks, which quite breaks down my mind
Explanation
In prolonged dislike after an embrace there is a weapon that can break my heart

Couplet 1325 
Though free from fault, from loved one's tender arms
To be estranged a while hath its own special charms
Explanation
Though free from defects, men feel pleased when they cannot embrace the delicate shoulders of those whom they love

Couplet 1326 
'Tis sweeter to digest your food than 'tis to eat;
In love, than union's self is anger feigned more sweet
Explanation
To digest what has been eaten is more delightful than to eat more; likewise love is more delightful in dislike than intercourse

Couplet 1327 
In lovers' quarrels, 'tis the one that first gives way,
That in re-union's joy is seen to win the day
Explanation
160 Those are conquerors whose dislike has been defeated and that is proved by the love (which

Couplet 1328 
And shall we ever more the sweetness know of that embrace
With dewy brow; to which 'feigned anger' lent its piquant grace
Explanation
Will I enjoy once more through her dislike, the pleasure of that love that makes her forehead perspire?

Couplet 1329 
Let her, whose jewels brightly shine, aversion feign
That I may still plead on, O night, prolong thy reign
Explanation
May the bright-jewelled one feign dislike, and may the night be prolonged for me to implore her!

Couplet 1330 
A 'feigned aversion' coy to pleasure gives a zest;
The pleasure's crowned when breast is clasped to breast
Explanation
Dislike adds delight to love; and a hearty embrace (thereafter) will add delight to dislike

Thirukkural Chapter 132 - Feigned Anger


Couplet 1311 
From thy regard all womankind Enjoys an equal grace;
O thou of wandering fickle mind, I shrink from thine embrace
Explanation
You are given to prostitution; all those who are born as womankind enjoy you with their eyes in an ordinary way I will not embrace you

Couplet 1312 
One day we silent sulked; he sneezed: The reason well I knew;
He thought that I, to speak well pleased, Would say, 'Long life to you!'
Explanation
When I continued to be sulky he sneezed and thought I would (then) wish him a long life

Couplet 1313 
I wreathed with flowers one day my brow, The angry tempest lowers;
She cries, 'Pray, for what woman now Do you put on your flowers?'
Explanation
Even if I were adorned with a garland of branch-flowers, she would say I did so to show it to another woman

Couplet 1314 
'I love you more than all beside,' 'T was thus I gently spoke;
'What all, what all?' she instant cried; And all her anger woke
Explanation
When I said I loved her more than any other woman, she said "more than others, yes, more than others," and remained sulky

Couplet 1315 
'While here I live, I leave you not,' I said to calm her fears
She cried, 'There, then, I read your thought'; And straight dissolved in tears
Explanation
When I said I would never part from her in this life her eyes were filled with tears

Couplet 1316 
'Each day I called to mind your charms,' 'O, then, you had forgot,'
She cried, and then her opened arms, Forthwith embraced me not
Explanation
When I said I had remembered her, she said I had forgotten her and relaxing her embrace, began to feign dislike

Couplet 1317 
She hailed me when I sneezed one day; But straight with anger seized,
She cried; 'Who was the woman, pray, Thinking of whom you sneezed?'
Explanation
When I sneezed she blessed me, but at once changed (her mind) and wept, asking, "At the thought of whom did you sneeze?"

Couplet 1318 
And so next time I checked my sneeze; She forthwith wept and cried,
(That woman difficult to please), 'Your thoughts from me you hide'
Explanation
When I suppressed my sneezing, she wept saying, "I suppose you (did so) to hide from me your own people's remembrance of you"

Couplet 1319 
I then began to soothe and coax, To calm her jealous mind;
'I see', quoth she, 'to other folks How you are wondrous kind
Explanation
'I see', quoth she, 'to other folks How you are wondrous kind' Even when I try to remove her dislike, she is displeased and says, "This is the way you behave

Couplet 1320 
I silent sat, but thought the more, And gazed on her Then she
Cried out, 'While thus you eye me o'er, Tell me whose form you see'
Explanation
Even when I look on her contemplating (her beauty), she is displeased and says, "With whose thought have you (thus) looked on my person?"

Thirukkural Chapter 131 - Pouting


Couplet 1301 
Be still reserved, decline his profferred love;
A little while his sore distress we 'll prove
Explanation
Let us witness awhile his keen suffering; just feign dislike and embrace him not

Couplet 1302 
A cool reserve is like the salt that seasons well the mess,
Too long maintained, 'tis like the salt's excess
Explanation
A little dislike is like salt in proportion; to prolong it a little is like salt a little too much

Couplet 1303 
'Tis heaping griefs on those whose hearts are grieved;
To leave the grieving one without a fond embrace
Explanation
For men not to embrace those who have feigned dislike is like torturing those already in agony

Couplet 1304 
To use no kind conciliating art when lover grieves,
Is cutting out the root of tender winding plant that droops
Explanation
Not to reconcile those who have feigned dislike is like cutting a faded creeper at its root

Couplet 1305 
Even to men of good and worthy mind, the petulance
Of wives with flowery eyes lacks not a lovely grace
Explanation
An increased shyness in those whose eyes are like flowers is beautiful even to good and virtuous husbands

Couplet 1306 
Love without hatred is ripened fruit;
Without some lesser strife, fruit immature
Explanation
Sexual pleasure, without prolonged and short-lived dislike, is like too ripe, and unripe fruit

Couplet 1307 
A lovers' quarrel brings its pain, when mind afraid
Asks doubtful, 'Will reunion sweet be long delayed?'
Explanation
The doubt as to whether intercourse would take place soon or not, creates a sorrow (even) in feigned dislike

Couplet 1308 
What good can grieving do, when none who love
Are there to know the grief thy soul endures
Explanation
What avails sorrow when I am without a wife who can understand the cause of my sorrow?

Couplet 1309 
Water is pleasant in the cooling shade;
So coolness for a time with those we love
Explanation
Like water in the shade, dislike is delicious only in those who love

Couplet 1310 
Of her who leaves me thus in variance languishing,
To think within my heart with love is fond desire
Explanation
It is nothing but strong desire that makes her mind unite with me who can leave her to her own dislike

Thirukkural Chapter 130 - Expostulation with Oneself


Couplet 1291 
You see his heart is his alone
O heart, why not be all my own
Explanation
O my soul! although you have seen how his soul stands by him, how is it you do not stand by me?

Couplet 1292 
'Tis plain, my heart, that he 's estranged from thee;
Why go to him as though he were not enemy
Explanation
O my soul! although you have known him who does not love me, still do you go to him, saying "he will not be displeased."

Couplet 1293 
'The ruined have no friends, 'they say; and so, my heart,
To follow him, at thy desire, from me thou dost depart
Explanation
O my soul! do you follow him at pleasure under the belief that the ruined have no friends?

Couplet 1294 
'See, thou first show offended pride, and then submit,' I bade;
Henceforth such council who will share with thee my heart
Explanation
O my soul! you would not first seem sulky and then enjoy (him); who then would in future consult you about such things?

Couplet 1295 
I fear I shall not gain, I fear to lose him when I gain;
And thus my heart endures unceasing pain
Explanation
My soul fears when it is without him; it also fears when it is with him; it is subject to incessant sorrow

Couplet 1296 
My heart consumes me when I ponder lone,
And all my lover's cruelty bemoan
Explanation
My mind has been (here) in order to eat me up (as it were) whenever I think of him in my solitude

Couplet 1297 
Fall'n 'neath the sway of this ignoble foolish heart,
Which will not him forget, I have forgotten shame
Explanation
I have even forgotten my modesty, having been caught in my foolish mind which is not dignified enough to forget him

Couplet 1298 
If I contemn him, then disgrace awaits me evermore;
My soul that seeks to live his virtues numbers o'er
Explanation
My soul which clings to life thinks only of his (own) gain in the belief that it would be disgraceful for it to despise him

Couplet 1299 
And who will aid me in my hour of grief,
If my own heart comes not to my relief
Explanation
Who would help me out of one's distress, when one's own soul refuses help to one?

Couplet 1300 
A trifle is unfriendliness by aliens shown,
When our own heart itself is not our own
Explanation
It is hardly possible for strangers to behave like relations, when one's own soul acts like a stranger

Thirukkural Chapter 129 - Desire for Reunion


Couplet 1281 
Gladness at the thought, rejoicing at the sight,
Not palm-tree wine, but love, yields such delight
Explanation
To please by thought and cheer by sight is peculiar, not to liquor but lust

Couplet 1282 
When as palmyra tall, fulness of perfect love we gain,
Distrust can find no place small as the millet grain
Explanation
If women have a lust that exceeds even the measure of the palmyra fruit, they will not desire (to feign) dislike even as much as the millet

Couplet 1283 
Although his will his only law, he lightly value me,
My heart knows no repose unless my lord I see
Explanation
Though my eyes disregard me and do what is pleasing to my husband, still will they not be satisfied unless they see him

Couplet 1284 
My friend, I went prepared to show a cool disdain;
My heart, forgetting all, could not its love restrain
Explanation
My heart, forgetting all, could not its love restrain

Couplet 1285 
The eye sees not the rod that paints it; nor can I
See any fault, when I behold my husband nigh
Explanation
Like the eyes which see not the pencil that paints it, I cannot see my husband's fault (just) when I meet him

Couplet 1286 
When him I see, to all his faults I 'm blind;
But when I see him not, nothing but faults I find
Explanation
When I see my husband, I do not see any faults; but when I do not see him, I do not see anything but faults

Couplet 1287 
As those of rescue sure, who plunge into the stream,
So did I anger feign, though it must falsehood seem
Explanation
Like those who leap into a stream which they know will carry them off, why should a wife feign dislike which she knows cannot hold out long?

Couplet 1288 
Though shameful ill it works, dear is the palm-tree wine
To drunkards; traitor, so to me that breast of thine
Explanation
O you rogue! your breast is to me what liquor is to those who rejoice in it, though it only gives them an unpleasant disgrace

Couplet 1289 
Love is tender as an opening flower In season due
To gain its perfect bliss is rapture known to few
Explanation
Sexual delight is more delicate than a flower, and few are those who understand its real nature

Couplet 1290 
Her eye, as I drew nigh one day, with anger shone:
By love o'erpowered, her tenderness surpassed my own
Explanation
She once feigned dislike in her eyes, but the warmth of her embrace exceeded my own

Thirukkural Chapter 128 - The Reading of the Signs


Couplet 1271 
Thou hid'st it, yet thine eye, disdaining all restraint,
Something, I know not, what, would utter of complaint
Explanation
Though you would conceal (your feelings), your painted eyes would not, for, transgressing (their bounds), they tell (me) something

Couplet 1272 
The simple one whose beauty fills mine eye, whose shoulders curve
Like bambu stem, hath all a woman's modest sweet reserve
Explanation
Unusually great is the female simplicity of your maid whose beauty fills my eyes and whose shoulders resemble the bamboo

Couplet 1273 
As through the crystal beads is seen the thread on which they 're strung
So in her beauty gleams some thought cannot find a tongue
Explanation
There is something that is implied in the beauty of this woman, like the thread that is visible in a garland of gems

Couplet 1274 
As fragrance in the opening bud, some secret lies
Concealed in budding smile of this dear damsel's eyes
Explanation
There is something in the unmatured smile of this maid like the fragrance that is contained in an unblossomed bud

Couplet 1275 
The secret wiles of her with thronging armlets decked,
Are medicines by which my raising grief is checked
Explanation
The well-meant departure of her whose bangles are tight-fitting contains a remedy that can cure my great sorrow

Couplet 1276 
While lovingly embracing me, his heart is only grieved:
It makes me think that I again shall live of love bereaved
Explanation
The embrace that fills me with comfort and gladness is capable of enduring (my former) sorrow and meditating on his want of love

Couplet 1277 
My severance from the lord of this cool shore,
My very armlets told me long before
Explanation
My bracelets have understood before me the (mental) separation of him who rules the cool seashore

Couplet 1278 
My loved one left me, was it yesterday?
Days seven my pallid body wastes away
Explanation
It was but yesterday my lover departed (from me); and it is seven days since my complexion turned sallow

Couplet 1279 
She viewed her tender arms, she viewed the armlets from them slid;
She viewed her feet: all this the lady did
Explanation
She looked at her bracelets, her tender shoulders, and her feet; this was what she did there (significantly)

Couplet 1280 
To show by eye the pain of love, and for relief to pray,
Is womanhood's most womanly device, men say
Explanation
To express their love-sickness by their eyes and resort to begging bespeaks more than ordinary female excellence

Thirukkural Chapter 127 - Mutual Desire


Couplet 1261 
My eyes have lost their brightness, sight is dimmed; my fingers worn,
With nothing on the wall the days since I was left forlorn
Explanation
My finger has worn away by marking (on the wall) the days he has been absent while my eyes have lost their lustre and begin to fail

Couplet 1262 
O thou with gleaming jewels decked, could I forget for this one day,
Henceforth these bracelets from my arms will slip, my beauty worn away
Explanation
O you bright-jewelled maid, if I forget (him) today, my shoulders will lose their beauty even in the other life and make my bracelets loose

Couplet 1263 
On victory intent, His mind sole company he went;
And I yet life sustain And long to see his face again
Explanation
I still live by longing for the arrival of him who has gone out of love for victory and with valour as his guide

Couplet 1264 
'He comes again, who left my side, and I shall taste love's joy,'-
My heart with rapture swells, when thoughts like these my mind employ
Explanation
My heart is rid of its sorrow and swells with rapture to think of my absent lover returning with his love

Couplet 1265 
O let me see my spouse again and sate these longing eyes!
That instant from my wasted frame all pallor flies
Explanation
May I look on my lover till I am satisfied and thereafter will vanish the sallowness of my slender shoulders

Couplet 1266 
O let my spouse but come again to me one day!
I'll drink that nectar: wasting grief shall flee away
Explanation
May my husband return some day; and then will I enjoy (him) so as to destroy all this agonizing sorrow

Couplet 1267 
Shall I draw back, or yield myself, or shall both mingled be,
When he returns, my spouse, dear as these eyes to me
Explanation
On the return of him who is as dear as my eyes, am I displeased or am I to embrace (him); or am I to do both?

Couplet 1268 
O would my king would fight, o'ercome, devide the spoil;
At home, to-night, the banquet spread should crown the toil
Explanation
Let the king fight and gain (victories); (but) let me be united to my wife and feast the evening

Couplet 1269 
One day will seem like seven to those who watch and yearn
For that glad day when wanderers from afar return
Explanation
To those who suffer waiting for the day of return of their distant lovers one day is as long as seven days

Couplet 1270 
What's my return, the meeting hour, the wished-for greeting worth,
If she heart-broken lie, with all her life poured forth
Explanation
After (my wife) has died of a broken heart, what good will there be if she is to receive me, has received me, or has even embraced me?

Thirukkural Chapter 126 - Reserve Overcome


Couplet 1251 
Of womanly reserve love's axe breaks through the door,
Barred by the bolt of shame before
Explanation
The axe of lust can break the door of chastity which is bolted with the bolt of modesty

Couplet 1252 
What men call love is the one thing of merciless power;
It gives my soul no rest, e'en in the midnight hour
Explanation
Even at midnight is my mind worried by lust, and this one thing, alas! is without mercy

Couplet 1253 
I would my love conceal, but like a sneeze
It shows itself, and gives no warning sign
Explanation
I would conceal my lust, but alas, it yields not to my will but breaks out like a sneeze

Couplet 1254 
In womanly reserve I deemed myself beyond assail;
But love will come abroad, and casts away the veil
Explanation
I say I would be firm, but alas, my malady breaks out from its concealment and appears in public

Couplet 1255 
The dignity that seeks not him who acts as foe,
Is the one thing that loving heart can never know
Explanation
The dignity that would not go after an absent lover is not known to those who are sticken by love

Couplet 1256 
My grief how full of grace, I pray you see!
It seeks to follow him that hateth me
Explanation
The sorrow I have endured by desiring to go after my absent lover, in what way is it excellent?

Couplet 1257 
No sense of shame my gladdened mind shall prove,
When he returns my longing heart to bless with love
Explanation
I know nothing like shame when my beloved does from love (just) what is desired (by me)

Couplet 1258 
The words of that deceiver, versed in every wily art,
Are instruments that break through every guard of woman's heart
Explanation
Are not the enticing words of my trick-abounding roguish lover the weapon that breaks away my feminine firmness?

Couplet 1259 
'I 'll shun his greeting'; saying thus with pride away I went:
I held him in my arms, for straight I felt my heart relent
Explanation
I said I would feign dislike and so went (away); (but) I embraced him the moment I say my mind began to unite with him!

Couplet 1260 
'We 'll stand aloof and then embrace': is this for them to say,
Whose hearts are as the fat that in the blaze dissolves away
Explanation
Is it possible for those whose hearts melt like fat in the fire to say they can feign a strong dislike and remain so?

Sunday, June 5, 2016

Thirukkural Chapter 125 - Soliloquy


Couplet 1241 
My heart, canst thou not thinking of some med'cine tell,
Not any one, to drive away this grief incurable
Explanation
O my soul, will you not think and tell me some medicine be it what it may, that can cure this incurable malady?

Couplet 1242 
Since he loves not, thy smart
Is folly, fare thee well my heart
Explanation
Is folly, fare thee well my heart!

Couplet 1243 
What comes of sitting here in pining thought, O heart? He knows
No pitying thought, the cause of all these wasting woes
Explanation
O my soul! why remain (here) and suffer thinking (of him)? There are no lewd thoughts (of you) in him who has caused you this disease of sorrow

Couplet 1244 
O rid me of these eyes, my heart; for they,
Longing to see him, wear my life away
Explanation
O my soul! take my eyes also with you, (if not), these would eat me up (in their desire) to see him

Couplet 1245 
O heart, as a foe, can I abandon utterly
Him who, though I long for him, longs not for me
Explanation
O my soul! can he who loves not though he is beloved, be forsaken saying he hates me (now)?

Couplet 1246 
My heart, false is the fire that burns; thou canst not wrath maintain,
If thou thy love behold, embracing, soothing all thy pain
Explanation
O my soul! when you see the dear one who remove dislike by intercourse, you are displeased and continue to be so Nay, your displeasure is (simply) false

Couplet 1247 
Or bid thy love, or bid thy shame depart;
For me, I cannot bear them both, my worthy heart
Explanation
O my good soul, give up either lust or honour, as for me I can endure neither

Couplet 1248 
Thou art befooled, my heart, thou followest him who flees from thee;
And still thou yearning criest: 'He will nor pity show nor love to me.'
Explanation
You are a fool, O my soul! to go after my departed one, while you mourn that he is not kind enough to favour you

Couplet 1249 
My heart! my lover lives within my mind;
Roaming, whom dost thou think to find
Explanation
O my soul! to whom would you repair, while the dear one is within yourself?

Couplet 1250 
If I should keep in mind the man who utterly renounces me,
My soul must suffer further loss of dignity
Explanation
If I retain in my heart him who has left me without befriending me, I shall lose even the (inward) beauty that remains

Thirukkural Chapter 124 - Wasting Away


Couplet 1231 
Thine eyes grown dim are now ashamed the fragrant flow'rs to see,
Thinking on him, who wand'ring far, leaves us in misery
Explanation
While we endure the unbearable sorrow, your eyes weep for him who is gone afar, and shun (the sight of) fragrant flowers

Couplet 1232 
The eye, with sorrow wan, all wet with dew of tears,
As witness of the lover's lack of love appears
Explanation
The discoloured eyes that shed tears profusely seem to betray the unkindness of our beloved

Couplet 1233 
These withered arms, desertion's pangs abundantly display,
That swelled with joy on that glad nuptial day
Explanation
The shoulders that swelled on the day of our union (now) seem to announce our separation clearly (to the public)

Couplet 1234 
When lover went, then faded all their wonted charms,
And armlets' golden round slips off from these poor wasted arms
Explanation
In the absence of your consort, your shoulders having lost their former beauty and fulness, your bracelets of pure gold have become loose

Couplet 1235 
These wasted arms, the bracelet with their wonted beauty gone,
The cruelty declare of that most cruel one
Explanation
The (loosened) bracelets, and the shoulders from which the old beauty has faded, relate the cruelty of the pitiless one

Couplet 1236 
I grieve, 'tis pain to me to hear him cruel chid,
Because the armlet from my wasted arm has slid
Explanation
I am greatly pained to hear you call him a cruel man, just because your shoulders are reduced and your bracelets loosened

Couplet 1237 
My heart! say ought of glory wilt thou gain,
If to that cruel one thou of thy wasted arms complain
Explanation
Can you O my soul! gain glory by relating to the (so-called) cruel one the clamour of my fading shoulders?

Couplet 1238 
One day the fervent pressure of embracing arms I checked,
Grew wan the forehead of the maid with golden armlet decked
Explanation
When I once loosened the arms that were in embrace, the forehead of the gold-braceleted women turned sallow

Couplet 1239 
As we embraced a breath of wind found entrance there;
The maid's large liquid eyes were dimmed with care
Explanation
When but a breath of breeze penetrated our embrace, her large cool eyes became sallow

Couplet 1240 
The dimness of her eye felt sorrow now,
Beholding what was done by that bright brow
Explanation
Was it at the sight of what the bright forehead had done that the sallowness of her eyes became sad?

Thirukkural Chapter 123 - Lamentations at Eventide


Couplet 1221 
Thou art not evening, but a spear that doth devour
The souls of brides; farewell, thou evening hour
Explanation
Live, O you evening are you (the former) evening? No, you are the season that slays (married) women

Couplet 1222 
Thine eye is sad; Hail, doubtful hour of eventide!
Of cruel eye, as is my spouse, is too thy bride
Explanation
A long life to you, O dark evening! You are sightless Is your help-mate (also) as hard-hearted as mine

Couplet 1223 
With buds of chilly dew wan evening's shade enclose;
My anguish buds space and all my sorrow grows
Explanation
The evening that (once) came in with trembling and dimness (now) brings me an aversion for life and increasing sorrow

Couplet 1224 
When absent is my love, the evening hour descends,
As when an alien host to field of battle wends
Explanation
In the absence of my lover, evening comes in like slayers on the field of slaughter

Couplet 1225 
O morn, how have I won thy grace? thou bring'st relief
O eve, why art thou foe! thou dost renew my grief
Explanation
O eve, why art thou foe! thou dost renew my grief

Couplet 1226 
The pangs that evening brings I never knew,
Till he, my wedded spouse, from me withdrew
Explanation
Previous to my husband's departure, I know not the painful nature of evening

Couplet 1227 
My grief at morn a bud, all day an opening flower,
Full-blown expands in evening hour
Explanation
This malady buds forth in the morning, expands all day long and blossoms in the evening

Couplet 1228 
The shepherd's pipe is like a murderous weapon, to my ear,
For it proclaims the hour of ev'ning's fiery anguish near
Explanation
The shepherd's flute now sounds as a fiery forerunner of night, and is become a weapon that slays (me)

Couplet 1229 
If evening's shades, that darken all my soul, extend;
From this afflicted town will would of grief ascend
Explanation
When night comes on confusing (everyone's) mind, the (whole) town will lose its sense and be plunged in sorrow

Couplet 1230 
This darkening eve, my darkling soul must perish utterly;
Remembering him who seeks for wealth, but seeks not me
Explanation
My (hitherto) unextinguished life is now lost in this bewildering night at the thought of him who has the nature of wealth

Thirukkural Chapter 122 - The Visions of the Night


Couplet 1211 
It came and brought to me, that nightly vision rare,
A message from my love,- what feast shall I prepare
Explanation
Where with shall I feast the dream which has brought me my dear one's messenger ?

Couplet 1212 
If my dark, carp-like eye will close in sleep, as I implore,
The tale of my long-suffering life I'll tell my loved one o'er
Explanation
If my fish-like painted eyes should, at my begging, close in sleep, I could fully relate my sufferings to my lord

Couplet 1213 
Him, who in waking hour no kindness shows,
In dreams I see; and so my lifetime goes
Explanation
My life lasts because in my dream I behold him who does not favour me in my waking hours

Couplet 1214 
Some pleasure I enjoy when him who loves not me
In waking hours, the vision searches out and makes me see
Explanation
There is pleasure in my dream, because in it I seek and obtain him who does not visit me in my wakefulness

Couplet 1215 
As what I then beheld in waking hour was sweet,
So pleasant dreams in hour of sleep my spirit greet
Explanation
I saw him in my waking hours, and then it was pleasant; I see him just now in my dream, and it is (equally) pleasant

Couplet 1216 
And if there were no waking hour, my love
In dreams would never from my side remove
Explanation
Were there no such thing as wakefulness, my beloved (who visited me) in my dream would not depart from me

Couplet 1217 
The cruel one, in waking hour, who all ungracious seems,
Why should he thus torment my soul in nightly dreams
Explanation
The cruel one who would not favour me in my wakefulness, what right has he to torture me in my dreams?

Couplet 1218 
And when I sleep he holds my form embraced;
And when I wake to fill my heart makes haste
Explanation
When I am asleep he rests on my shoulders, (but) when I awake he hastens into my soul

Couplet 1219 
In dreams who ne'er their lover's form perceive,
For those in waking hours who show no love will grieve
Explanation
They who have no dear ones to behold in their dreams blame him who visits me not in my waking hours

Couplet 1220 
They say, that he in waking hours has left me lone;
In dreams they surely see him not,- these people of the town;
Explanation
The women of this place say he has forsaken me in my wakefulness I think they have not seen him visit me in my dreams

Thirukkural Chapter 121 - Sad Memories


Couplet 1201 
From thought of her unfailing gladness springs,
Sweeter than palm-rice wine the joy love brings
Explanation
Sexuality is sweeter than liquor, because when remembered, it creates a most rapturous delight

Couplet 1202 
How great is love! Behold its sweetness past belief!
Think on the lover, and the spirit knows no grief
Explanation
Even to think of one's beloved gives one no pain Sexuality, in any degree, is always delightful

Couplet 1203 
A fit of sneezing threatened, but it passed away;
He seemed to think of me, but do his fancies stray
Explanation
I feel as if I am going to sneeze but do not, and (therefore) my beloved is about to think (of me) but does not

Couplet 1204 
Have I a place within his heart!
From mine, alas! he never doth depart
Explanation
He continues to abide in my soul, do I likewise abide in his ?

Couplet 1205 
Me from his heart he jealously excludes:
Hath he no shame who ceaseless on my heart intrudes
Explanation
He who has imprisoned me in his soul, is he ashamed to enter incessantly into mine

Couplet 1206 
How live I yet? I live to ponder o'er
The days of bliss with him that are no more
Explanation
I live by remembering my (former) intercourse with him; if it were not so, how could I live?

Couplet 1207 
If I remembered not what were I then? And yet,
The fiery smart of what my spirit knows not to forget
Explanation
I have never forgotten (the pleasure); even to think of it burns my soul; could I live, if I should ever forget it ?

Couplet 1208 
My frequent thought no wrath excites It is not so?
This honour doth my love on me bestow
Explanation
146 He will not be angry however much I may think of him; is it not so much the delight my beloved

Couplet 1209 
Dear life departs, when his ungracious deeds I ponder o'er,
Who said erewhile, 'We're one for evermore'
Explanation
My precious life is wasting away by thinking too much on the cruelty of him who said we were not different

Couplet 1210 
Set not; so may'st thou prosper, moon! that eyes may see
My love who went away, but ever bides with me
Explanation
May you live, O Moon! Do not set, that I mine see him who has departed without quitting my soul

Thursday, June 2, 2016

Thirukkural Chapter 120 - The Solitary Anguish


Couplet 1191 
The bliss to be beloved by those they love who gains,
Of love the stoneless, luscious fruit obtains
Explanation
The women who are beloved by those whom they love, have they have not got the stone-less fruit of sexual delight ?

Couplet 1192 
As heaven on living men showers blessings from above,
Is tender grace by lovers shown to those they love
Explanation
The bestowal of love by the beloved on those who love them is like the rain raining (at the proper season) on those who live by it

Couplet 1193 
Who love and are beloved to them alone
Belongs the boast, 'We've made life's very joys our own.'
Explanation
The pride that says "we shall live" suits only those who are loved by their beloved (husbands)

Couplet 1194 
Those well-beloved will luckless prove,
Unless beloved by those they love
Explanation
Even those who are esteemed (by other women) are devoid of excellence, if they are not loved by their beloved

Couplet 1195 
From him I love to me what gain can be,
Unless, as I love him, he loveth me
Explanation
He who is beloved by me, what will he do to me, if I am not beloved by him ?

Couplet 1196 
Love on one side is bad; like balanced load
By porter borne, love on both sides is good
Explanation
Lust, like the weight of the KAVADI, pains if it lies in one end only but pleases if it is in both

Couplet 1197 
While Kaman rushes straight at me alone,
Is all my pain and wasting grief unknown
Explanation
Would not cupid who abides and contends in one party (only) witness the pain and sorrow (in that party)?

Couplet 1198 
Who hear from lover's lips no pleasant word from day to day,
Yet in the world live out their life,- no braver souls than they
Explanation
There is no one in the world so hard-hearted as those who can live without receiving (even) a kind word from their beloved

Couplet 1199 
Though he my heart desires no grace accords to me,
Yet every accent of his voice is melody
Explanation
145 Though my beloved bestows no love on one, still are his words sweet to my ears

Couplet 1200 
Tell him thy pain that loves not thee?
Farewell, my soul, fill up the sea
Explanation
Live, O my soul, would you who relate your great sorrow to strangers, try rather to fill up your own sea (of sorrow)

Thirukkural Chapter 119 - The Pallid Hue


Couplet 1181 
I willed my lover absent should remain;
Of pining's sickly hue to whom shall I complain
Explanation
I who (then) consented to the absence of my loving lord, to whom can I (now) relate the fact of my having turned sallow

Couplet 1182 
'He gave': this sickly hue thus proudly speaks,
Then climbs, and all my frame its chariot makes
Explanation
Sallowness, as if proud of having been caused by him, would now ride on my person

Couplet 1183 
Of comeliness and shame he me bereft,
While pain and sickly hue, in recompense, he left
Explanation
He has taken (away) my beauty and modesty, and given me instead disease and sallowness

Couplet 1184 
I meditate his words, his worth is theme of all I say,
This sickly hue is false that would my trust betray
Explanation
I think (of him); and what I speak about is but his excellence; still is there sallowness; and this is deceitful

Couplet 1185 
My lover there went forth to roam;
This pallor of my frame usurps his place at home
Explanation
Just as my lover departed then, did not sallowness spread here on my person ?

Couplet 1186 
As darkness waits till lamp expires, to fill the place,
This pallor waits till I enjoy no more my lord's embrace
Explanation
Just as darkness waits for the failing light; so does sallowness wait for the laxity of my husband's intercourse

Couplet 1187 
I lay in his embrace, I turned unwittingly;
Forthwith this hue, as you might grasp it, came on me
Explanation
I who was in close embrace just turned aside and the moment I did so, sallowness came on me like something to be seized on

Couplet 1188 
On me, because I pine, they cast a slur;
But no one says, 'He first deserted her.'
Explanation
Besides those who say "she has turned sallow" there are none who say "he has forsaken her"

Couplet 1189 
Well let my frame, as now, be sicklied o'er with pain,
If he who won my heart's consent, in good estate remain
Explanation
If he is clear of guilt who has conciliated me (to his departure) let my body suffer its due and turn sallow

Couplet 1190 
'Tis well, though men deride me for my sickly hue of pain;
If they from calling him unkind, who won my love, refrain
Explanation
It would be good to be said of me that I have turned sallow, if friends do not reproach with unkindness him who pleased me (then)